tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5881322036952884343.post2416341647772445811..comments2023-08-28T22:12:52.722-04:00Comments on Fearless by default: Day ninety five ... A bullet for the wounded.F. Alex Johnsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06379826763682437312noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5881322036952884343.post-39385047077569644412008-04-06T05:58:00.000-04:002008-04-06T05:58:00.000-04:00I understand what you are saying about the "carefu...I understand what you are saying about the "carefully worded praise."<BR/><BR/>To this day, and probably for an even longer period of time, I feel that those closest to me are mincing their words or worse avoiding discussing serious matters that I need to face because they are afraid I "might go out and use." <BR/><BR/>There used to be a myriad of reason why I would choose to harm myself, first and foremost being that startlingly beautiful brunette whom I know I can never see again. But these reasons were not simply restricted to a dysfunctional drug fueled relationship. My reason to pick could have been something as simple as a bill I needed to pay or the weather. Especially when I was alone. They say an addict alone, is in the worst company. <BR/><BR/>Having cleared some of the hurdles in my life, these days, I need to hear the truth, which Is something you always tell me. It is joyous to see you are finally telling the truth to yourself.<BR/><BR/><BR/>Much love,<BR/><BR/>PabloRunning Hard Out Of Muskrat Flatshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06175079462074186790noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5881322036952884343.post-68728452809017098522008-04-05T15:35:00.000-04:002008-04-05T15:35:00.000-04:00It has long puzzled me why it is that, in our cult...It has long puzzled me why it is that, in our culture, people applaud and cheer when they see someone intentionally getting drunk. Think of fraternity kids chugging booze. Why do so many people praise the drinker for drinking when the act requires no talent or wit? Do the onlookers admire the drunk for having the "courage" to poison themselves until they are disoriented, puking, slobs? I've never understood this mentality. Alex, you need to wear a sign that says, "Wing Dings, only, please! AuntyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com